I cry when I’m angry and that’s the very worst thing because you’re trying to act tough and mean and instead you cry
It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.
i’m a person who often wants physical affection but is also very uncomfortable and particular about physical contact
Sometimes, I feel like ripping apart my skin and searching for a reason for why I feel this empty.
Maybe my veins are tangled, or something is lodged in my ribcage. Because it feels like something inside of me is missing or broken.
having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful